Its irrational, insane, un-predictable emotional roller coaster i am going through
for weeks. Started off with the aussie trip that i went,
which i had a serious sore throat, fever and running nose...
which then puts me into some minor problems that i have to deal with at work.
As days passed, minor becomes major problem
yet pretending everything is under control until
i don't even realise that stress is building up..
well, i have not explode yet, not wanting to, hence
trying to release it bits by bits to avoid major explosion.
Gawd...
now everything is everywhere..
making myself confuse again..
probably i shall leave all those things as it is..
it is so emotionally depressing..
ughh... again knowing certain things which i wish i wouldn't know..
taking things so seriously is always what i do..
nonetheless,
i am also leaving behind the things that i once take it so seriously..
wondering whether is it a positive or negative start..