Blogging has been a hussle lately due to the Blogger App in Android...

gawd... it 'flushed left' all the photos that i uploaded...

on the other hand, it's never easy to blog via mobile...

niways...

i m here to rant again..

this time is about people around me that is being a biatch.....

nevertheless backstabbing isn't enough..

bad-mouthing is the least that i could take...

wtf is wrong with people these days..

its either they liked you or they hated you..

wow...

whatever it is, i did my part to blend in and all sorts

but the world is realistically painful...

when someone hate you, they'll hate you forever

least that i could do, stay out of it...

take it as it is eventhough it is painful

sometimes even blamed myself for what i've done wrong..

but couldn't find any answers to this misery..

so ranting is the best of all things

which is why this blog have been with me for almost 4 years..

the place which i could biacth about others without spoiling other ppl's name

well, i hate doing that.. i don't see any point to it to back-mouth others..

from my analysis - watching ppl talk, topics they talk, they way they move, react, etc..

ppl these days are pretty much attention seekers...

they're being self obssesed..

thinking that they're right all the time and being very ego-istic...

must admit that myself do hold several characteristic as mentioned

and being the much stubborn person all this while..

i think it is the ONLY CHILD SYDROME...

on the other hand, while others whom have siblings,

are even MUCH more of an attention seeker than i expect it to be...

perhaps they can never be left alone (fear of being alone)

therefore, they crave for more attention from friends, colleagues, buddies, random ppl..

probably to substitute their fear of being alone..

where else, only childs are used to being alone that they don't felt

the loniness or the attention that they got...

they do rant and crave for attention but when it comes to the fear of being lonely,

i believe that only child are more capable of handling loneliness compared

to the ones that have siblings..

could this be happening because the only child knows that

no matter what, they will still be getting the attention that they want

thus... only child are cooler that the rest of the other ppl

the rest makes noise, the only child sits and stare...

probably they've got enough attention that they want..

hence, HECK those other attention seekers..

go ahead and do whatever you like and we'll do what we like...

i am unable to give an exact justification on the only child syndrome

but that's all based on the analysis from the time when i don't talk and start looking around..

sometimes when i don't talk doesn't mean that i am being arrogant,

when i stare at something, doesn't mean that i am day dreaming,

when i talk, and you find that i doesn't make any sense to you,

well, thats me......

perhaps you're not even listening to what i am saying...

life's pretty F*(&)()&*& UP!

but the most fun part

its to read with the minds of those attention seekers around you...